My drug

I could kiss you all night
Because you are my light
Just holding you close
Is a huge dose
You are my drug
A small dose is a hug
I never want to quite
I will admit
Giving you up would be hard to do
So I promise this to you
I will never quit my drugs
And I might up my dose
Just do we feel more close

A single wish

Give me a wish
A djinn in a bottle
Three wish
But all I need is one
For you to always be next to me
If I got that I have no need for the other two
I would throw the bottle away
And my life world would be complete
For there is nothing more I could wish for
Then for you to always be with me

A broken mind

Drowning in my dreams
Tearing at my minds seems
How do I escape
When everything changes shape
Nothing what it appears
But will not disappear
It drives me deeper into my mind
But what do I find
Broken dreams and lost hopes
But I have learned to cope
My life in reality could be much worse
But my mind is my curse

Your warmth

Your eyes pierce my heart
Making it finally start
Your touch makes my body aches
And my very core shake
Your warmth spreads through me
Because you are the only girl I ever want to see

New cuts

The cuts run deep
For blood to seep
From my arms
I never wanted to bring my self harm
So look at what you made me do
Each cut is an insult from you
So go ahead and say another
I have room for a few more
Each one a remembrance of just how sore
The world can make you feel
Because everyone expects you to kneel
Because there's no room to heal
Only pain get through
But this isn't something new
So let my blood run freely
That would be most ideally

What I want for Christmas

We Sit here under covers
As are lips hover
We hide from the cold
In each others hold
I feel your skin against mine
It feels so divine
With you here
My life feels all so dear
All I want for Christmas
Is for this moment to last

Red ribbons

Blood runs freely from the cuts
So deep they will never shut
The floor runs red
Wishing to be dead
Because of all the words you said
They ream at my soul
Making me feel less then whole
Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will always make me bleed
So I hope that as you read
I made you think
About those people on the brink
That you have hurt
And made feel like dirt
Cause of you their body scared
And there souls impaired
So shut your fucking mouth now
If you even know how
There is blood on your hands
From all those crimson strands
That you caused
So take a pause
And think about everything you said
Cause you are the one that should wish to be dead

Rising from hate

A baby born in to this world
From that first breath he was scold
The mother cried
Because she wished the baby had died
If only it wasn't a boy
But since it was it would never know joy
He grew up without a mothers love
All she did was shove
He never knew the warm embrace
Which he craved as a little boy, but still tried to chase
As he grew
There was many things he knew
That life isn't kind
There are only few people to keep in mind
He grew up sadly to hate his mother
Which wasn't right
But they both kept here values tight
They hardly talk
So he took a walk
And turned his back on the mother
And never looked back
He has grown Up fine
He is genuinely kind
So it is to say
That with out walking out on that day
He would not be the same
As the the one that came
From all the hurt and lies
He has truly turned out to rise

A loving family

Family and friends all around
Making me feel safe and sound
They treat me with care
And treat me fair
They don't judge
Or hold a grudge
Always willing to talk
Or go on a friendly walk
We can talk about anything
And they can take whatever I bring
 We can laugh and play
Through out the day
Because i know they will always be there
Because they care

A Setting Sun

The fall sun began to sink
Knowing are time left together
Was on the brink
We hold each other wanting this moment to last
Never wanting it go or be part of our past
So we hold each other in the now knowing are time together is in the present
So we don't leave each others grasps
Stroking your hair as you lay on my lap
You look up and smile
But that look gets me riled
I pull you close to let you know how I feel for you
And you let me know too
So we sit in each others arms
Keeping out of the worlds harms
But the time has come for us to leave
And we both know what that means
We both not wanting to go
But we have to, and we both know
A kiss goodbye and a promise I'll be back as soon as I can
And let you know that I'm a good man
I cant wait to see you again to make my day bright

Dreaming on a Star

If one dreams on a star
Does it remove the scars
And if that star dies does to are dreams
All the star speaks is lies
All it does is tears and reams
So dont dream on a star
Even if you are locked in a jar
Make your dreams come true
Because you have the right to make the world what you view
So keep your views in sight
And remember if that star dies
It would have only lived to tell lies

Simple Wishes

A simple wish
Is one that can come true
But still means the world to you
Not something like a new car
But for something simple
Not to live your life with no pimples
But to be with one you care for
Whenever you open your door
This can come true
But would still mean the world to you

silver streaks

Silver streaks across the sky
A dream a wish, flies by your eyes
I close my eyes tight and make a wish
I open my eyes when i finish
Only to see that it came true
I am still laying here next to you

a Winds offer

a tree sat on a hill
waiting for its life to fill
a boy came up everyday
to play with him till the last golden ray
and into the night
but one day the boy got in a fight
so he went to the tree
hoping that would make him feel free
the wind whispered him an offer
one that wouldn't empty his coffer
the boy asked how
the wind said " start to swing right now"
the tree to tell him to go away
but what was the boy to say
he felt hurt and wanted it to stop
he sat on the swing ready to hop
the wind reassured him that soon there will be no pain
this is all for your gain
the tree protest but the wind contested
the boy started to cry
because he finally understood he was about to die
swinging back and forth
hopeing he will travel north
the wind screamed the time is now
stop crying like a gutted sow
the wind went to the tree
to set the boy free
he broke the branch the swing was on
and down went the little son
the tree cried for the boy
who died because he no longer felt joy
but he sees the boy every night
to make his being bright
he sits with the tree
now that he is truly free
no hurt no pain
cause in life he had nothing to gain
but in death
he has all day to play and rest
but every night he goes to see the tree
he realized he isn't free
 life is freedom for you to choose
but in death all you truly feel is blue
all it is is your final judgement
and awaiting you final punishment

dont fear the rider

the sun began to set on the day
giving off the last of the gilded rays
the silver streaks began to riseliving as the sun dies
the shrieks and howls began at dusk
the wind howls whispered we must
the village hid in fright
cause they knew what comes out at night
teeth as sharp as a daggers edge
eyes filled with a heinous dredge
a shadow lay across the land
as if touched by an unknown hand
a horse rode through the mist
as the ride checked of names on a list
as it grew shorter
the population got disordered
people lay dead in the streets
the had no idea of who they would soon meet
the rider of death does not bargin
but will always fill his daily margin
so plea and bargin all you like
just a glimps will ruin your psych
so face him bravely and without fear
death is natural so don't shed a tear

Deaths message

Sorrows anguish
Can't relinquish
This pain in my chest the pain is spreading through my body to the burning away my feelings
And it's sending me reeling
I wish it to stop
But all it does is make me drop
I writhe in pain it's driving me insane
Can anyone help
But the pain makes me yelp
I plea for death
But he laughs like this is a jest
He won't let me die
But will watch as I cry
I try to bargain for him to end my life
All he does is hands me a knife
And he said " if you really want to die
Just go ahead and try "
I plunge the blade through my chest
Holding that I could finally find rest
But I was wrong
Deaths grip on my life was to strong
Death said " your time isn't ready to come to an end
I wish to help you my friend
Pain comes and goes
This I thought you would know
You are strong
You will live long
Just don't faulted
Or halter
For the pain will go away
As long as you don't stray
For this is a trial of life
One you must strife
Because the pain will pass
But the scars will always last"

Wishing to look up

I'm tired of looking down
And not being able to look around
And letting the small things pass me by
Just because I think my life is a lie
I try to be the person they want me to be
But I'm not, and this they cannot see
I wish that I could just be my self
Because I believe everyone should be them-self
And not be judge on what you wear
Because who gives you the right to compare
Just because someone's different
Doesn't give you the right to act belligerent
So walk away from society's norm
And begin your new reform
Now your shackles are broken
And life don't need to go unspoken
So speak out
And just let your voice shout
Because no voice should go unheard
So walk away from the herd
And do what you want
That will lead you to vaunt
Because everyone deserves to be who they choose
It's your identity that you should never loose
So don't do what others say
Because they will lead you astray
So listen to your heart
And show off your art
Because you are better the you think you are
To yourself you should always be a star

Being your self

Isolated from the rest
Feelings of distress
You feel alone and sad
Because everyone says your bad
Because you drink and smoke
So people think your a joke
But you know your not
You work with what you got
You really are kind
And have a brilliant mind
But everyone wants to judge
And hold a grudge
You try to show them that there wrong
But this has taken to long
But one day someone walks from the crowd
And speaks out loud
I see who you really are
And even with no one you have come this far
I shouldn't judge you
Because of what we all thought we knew
If anything you should judge us
For we are the reason you can't trust
The look at him and stare
You think this is fair
But you do not
Because judge them you cannot
You opinion means shit to me
I am who I want to be

Parental thoughts

Are parents think that we are innocent
In truth we are quite benevolent
We might act like we are
But in truth we are far
We drink we smoke
And if they knew how we spoke
They would die
And make us stop, or at least try
But in a truth
We are not yet loose
Are parents grip is like a collar
Even if we are taller
It chokes us with rules
But we think you use them only as tools
We want are space
To be let loose from the case
To run and be free
And be in pure glee
All we want to be is free

Getting back on track

Growing up slower then your friends
Feeling like you don't belong with the trend
They laugh and joke
But truly a fire is stoked
You go away and come back
To find your life is the one that's on track
Your friends look at you and stare
And they know that there is a story to share
But you just turn and smile
But they hold there gaze for awhile
You think to just a few months back
And can't believe how you got so off track
But you are finally on the right path
Finally at last

Pulling out of the dark

The darkness started to flood in
The pain of the darkness started to feel like a pin
No sight to see no sound to hear
You think everything is to fear
You see something start to form
And your feelings turn into a complete storm
You curl in a ball
Feeling like your about ready to fall
You feel a hand on your skin
You pull back and pull the covers in
You hear a voice that's soft and caring
Telling you not to terry
You open your eyes
And staring at you is me who will never tell a lie
I lead you out of the darkness
Into the stark brightness
And whispers the night is over
It's it's time to get up and out of the covers

A winter breeze

Winter air so crisp and clear
Blowing away all fear
Rejuvenating your soul
And the heart you stole
With you close I never feel cold
And I feel like I can talk bold
Your touch sends a shiver through me
And I get a rush of pure glee
You are my winter air so crisp and clear
Blowing away all my fear